s&t

“I’m so sick and tired of this fuckery

        I’m so sick and tired of the people around me

        sick and tired of your mood swings, your attitude.

        and most of all.

        I’M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU.

        You are not the queen, I play the upper hand, don’t you know?

        Maybe one day you will come crying to me .”

all this reminds me of her but you are worse. You know i hate that part of my past, but you keep reminding me of her anyway. What’s the point?

I actually thought we might be best friends, you know that?

You say you hate gossip, but you love it. Don’t you know?

You are silly, now i know why they hated you so much.

You think everyone is gonna put up with all your fuckery, but someday everyone will leave you.

afternoons

afternoons. they're my least favourite time of the day.
Ok,yes it's because i have to go to school.
BUT.I hate it on weekends too.
You know when it's saturday or sunday and you decide to wake up really late and end up waking up around 11/12 which is like morning-afternoon-ish . really in-between. then you don't know what to do bcoz it felt like morning yet so hot.
oh yes, the heat.
im not talking about HOT HOT HOT kind of hot, just the kind that makes you feel sick and lazy but you don't want to sleep or lie down coz your head is heavy all coz of the heat.
If you don't get this, you must be weird or it's just me being paranoid and weird.
Moving on, your head feels heavy and you're reluctant to just get up and go bathe and BE A MAN(NIGAHIGA!!!,OK JUST RYAN)
After a few hours, you finally realize that if you don't get up and bathe, you're just gonna end up doing nothing .
So you're in the shower, PS YOUR HEAD IS STILL HEAVY and thought "oh hey! it's hot, what about some cold water?" BAD IDEA. YOUR HEAD HURTS, REMEMBER ? so you stick to 'good ol hot water'.
When you get out from the shower, you feel fresh. but the afternoon-shitty-ness still isnt gone. so you have to wait for a few hours till you're all fresh and ready to go.

THIS IS WHY I HATE AFTERNOONS

Productive

Such a productive day today. thought I should blog about it.
I woke up around 7.30 and got ready for tution. Then of course, I went to tuition. I paid attention and didn't talk much. Pumpkin and little piggy was being noisy. the chicken was noisy too. Remind me why i have so many animal friends. sigh.
Then i came back after 1130 and had breakfast and did my own stuff, like watch Merlin 3, walked around , listen to my sister rant. And I bathed and i felt proud, because I spent almost half the day doing good stuff, like science and math. :)

So sad grace couldn't be part of this productive day. :(

It was so productive that my eyes even feel BIGGER. :)