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From last nights steamboat, welcome back :)
Been wanting to go out , but thanks to the unpredictable weather, i can’t go anywhere:(
Monday, August 29, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
1.00
Blogging in the middle of the night. ahhh~
So emo today. Well it was fun at school, finally ended our first fight!
But then i got home and started seriously conidering going to Tenby. My mom said yes A FEW MONTHS AGO, but today she said no. money issues. Like, we're not gonna starve or anything, just issues. If you never planned to let me go , why did you said yes in the first place and got me fantasizing how wonderful my life would be, how i would get to start anew ?!!!
my sister said i was lying to myself,i only wanted to go because of my friends, and not because of my studies. i was mad at first for her accusing me and i cried.
Then i started thinking, well maybe yeah. But it still sucks when you know you'll never get what you want . NEVAH EVAH.
I could handle all the shit, i havent tried yet right? i can always choose account, im not gonna be a scientist.
I wanna have a life w/o science and maths all those cold hard facts, but my mom thinks i love facts and calculations, what she doesnt know is that i have lots of thoughts and im not shallow, im not carefree.
Seriously considering being a photographer or artist, like music and stuff.
My photography skills not bad lo, as long as i have good camera, HAHA, but there's still room for improvement.
To think about, education on paper isnt all that important to me, maybe math but not science. Maybe i can be a mythologist or smth like that, someone who does researches all the time, who needs to travel a lot and go to really historical places and i can be like ROBERT LANGDON. hahahaahaha . ok not gonna happen. but who knows.
So emo today. Well it was fun at school, finally ended our first fight!
But then i got home and started seriously conidering going to Tenby. My mom said yes A FEW MONTHS AGO, but today she said no. money issues. Like, we're not gonna starve or anything, just issues. If you never planned to let me go , why did you said yes in the first place and got me fantasizing how wonderful my life would be, how i would get to start anew ?!!!
my sister said i was lying to myself,i only wanted to go because of my friends, and not because of my studies. i was mad at first for her accusing me and i cried.
Then i started thinking, well maybe yeah. But it still sucks when you know you'll never get what you want . NEVAH EVAH.
I could handle all the shit, i havent tried yet right? i can always choose account, im not gonna be a scientist.
I wanna have a life w/o science and maths all those cold hard facts, but my mom thinks i love facts and calculations, what she doesnt know is that i have lots of thoughts and im not shallow, im not carefree.
Seriously considering being a photographer or artist, like music and stuff.
My photography skills not bad lo, as long as i have good camera, HAHA, but there's still room for improvement.
To think about, education on paper isnt all that important to me, maybe math but not science. Maybe i can be a mythologist or smth like that, someone who does researches all the time, who needs to travel a lot and go to really historical places and i can be like ROBERT LANGDON. hahahaahaha . ok not gonna happen. but who knows.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
cake !
Wanna change my blog design but i'm too lazy zzz.
Havent got much time left, going to Jane's house to bake a/some cakessss.
Ok, quick update.
On Saturday, I went to the guides farewell and i had a good time. that sucks, coz everytime I've decided to quit, something good comes along and then i have to think thoroughly again on whther i should quit or not.
been reading this book 'starcrossed', not even halfway through it yet coz so many distractions, so many tvshows to watch! Plus it's kinda scary, the furies part kinda scares me :( BUT i'm still gonna finish it anyway!
Oh and there's another book, 'the kept woman' , the plot is kinda nice so i'll see where it takes me .
I went to that suckish book fair in Pisa on Sunday.
I thought I could buy some shopaholic,or some really old gossipgirl books, but i was wrong. SO WRONG. Turns out my sister got the wrong info. the book fair only has chinese books. I have nothing against Chinese, but the books there kinda sucks and some of them scare me. Then I saw this really heavy thick book about supernatural stuff and i just stood there flipping pages. I wasnt fully concentrating, most of the time i was thinking how i would just grab that book if it were in English coz these kinds of books are ususally better in english. I mean I don't want to look at those complicated translated names. Know what I mean?
Seriously thinking of losing weight right now , but whenever it's evening, i'll just feel like: ahh why cant i just lie down and watch a movie. and so i did.
then i promised myself i will wake up at 8 and jump rope but i woke up at 10. -.-
Oh yeah i watched BECOMING JANE , and tom lefroy or james mcavoy is so hot. so english and hot.
Really liking superjunior right now, seriously considering whether i should be in that fandom bcoz it took me some time to get myself free from kpop and not be lifeless.
I guess that's it?
Havent got much time left, going to Jane's house to bake a/some cakessss.
Ok, quick update.
On Saturday, I went to the guides farewell and i had a good time. that sucks, coz everytime I've decided to quit, something good comes along and then i have to think thoroughly again on whther i should quit or not.
been reading this book 'starcrossed', not even halfway through it yet coz so many distractions, so many tvshows to watch! Plus it's kinda scary, the furies part kinda scares me :( BUT i'm still gonna finish it anyway!
Oh and there's another book, 'the kept woman' , the plot is kinda nice so i'll see where it takes me .
I went to that suckish book fair in Pisa on Sunday.
I thought I could buy some shopaholic,or some really old gossipgirl books, but i was wrong. SO WRONG. Turns out my sister got the wrong info. the book fair only has chinese books. I have nothing against Chinese, but the books there kinda sucks and some of them scare me. Then I saw this really heavy thick book about supernatural stuff and i just stood there flipping pages. I wasnt fully concentrating, most of the time i was thinking how i would just grab that book if it were in English coz these kinds of books are ususally better in english. I mean I don't want to look at those complicated translated names. Know what I mean?
Seriously thinking of losing weight right now , but whenever it's evening, i'll just feel like: ahh why cant i just lie down and watch a movie. and so i did.
then i promised myself i will wake up at 8 and jump rope but i woke up at 10. -.-
Oh yeah i watched BECOMING JANE , and tom lefroy or james mcavoy is so hot. so english and hot.
Really liking superjunior right now, seriously considering whether i should be in that fandom bcoz it took me some time to get myself free from kpop and not be lifeless.
I guess that's it?
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