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Feel so lifeless these days.

i kept thinking to myself,

Is there reason GOD created me?

Well yeah, but there are soo many people in the world.

I don’t think GOD created EVERY SINGLE ONE of them for some kind of special reason.

 

I just keep wondering, why am i alive?

why am i human ?

why am i not an animal ?

 

I just want something to happen.

Something that will change my stupid boring life.

repeating the same old routine everyday.

Life is just plain boring.

 

Some people will say ,

Why don’t you just die?

Well, like i said, im still waiting for something special to happen.

if i die today, then i will be missing out on lots of stuff.

 

Yeah sure, life is full surprises.

Yes, last year is full of SURPRISES.

But this year is so dull. I really need to be ‘surprised’.

i cant go on like this anymore.

if this goes on for a long time.

i think i might die.

i hate being bored and lifeless.

it makes me feel like i dont exist at all.

this just sucks.

500 Days of Summer

I watched 500 Days of Summer.

It’s really nice , but different.

This is a story of boy meets girl. But you should know upfront , this is NOT a love story.

Hahah.

Anyways, the movie is really sweet yet heartbreaking.

Plus, it’s really 1960s so it’s GREAT.

I like her hair and makeup and everything!! :D

Tom meets Summer.

Summer doesn’t believe in love.

they’re kind of a couple but hasn’t made it official.

For some reasons, they broke up.

Summer married.

Tom was devastated.

But he moved on after some time.

and he meet a girl named AUTUMN.

The ending was EPIC.

Of course, it’s not that BORING, JUST WATCH IT.

Shoes

THIS

OR THIS?

Sampat

  I found some new toys today :D

Sunglasses!!!

putting them on.

shit. forgot to take off my fake glasses.

stupid.

 

Tada!

I found SPONGEBOB!!

*making sampat face*

nyehehehehehehe

Real camera, kay .

Just need to put film then okay dy. :)

 

Cropped my fat hands. 

:D

 

 

Wahh so wuliao.

goodnite world

Tumblr is just too great.

Tumblr is so awesome.

You’re missing out a lot if you don’t have a tumblr.

>:(

There’s so much going on in my mind lately.

):

First.

I think i just got betrayed. Although when my mom told me it might be you, i didn’t

believe it. But then, you’re the only one who knew about that.

Even though you guys are friends, you shouldnt betray me too mah.

I KNOW YOU LONGER THAN THAT BIATCH, KAY?

I mean you guys know each other for like , i dont know, SEVEN STUPID MONTHS?!

………………………………

If you beh syok me, tell me lah.

But then again, what’s there to beh syok about?

we barely talk to each other kay?

and you’re not even my FRIEND.

we live close together. yes.

our classes are really near. yes

our parents know each other. yes

my ex- best friend is now you’re ‘CLOSEST’ friend. yes.

i get to see you every single fcuking day. yes.

BUT WE DON’T TALK. OKAY?

we’re not FRIENDS.

we BARELY know each other!

 

Then suddenly your stupid dad kept doing those xiao dong zuo.

(pls lah, beh syok me, dont need to tell your beloved parents, kay?)

it was hard not to notice it.

please lah. so obvious till if i dunno, then i am a STUPID PIECE OF SHIT.

OKay, so maybe muah’s result is better than yours.

so what?

work HARDER lahh.

so hard meh? read nia mah.

eh si meh?

Well, maybe it’s not your fault that you have such a dad. But then, it doesnt mean u have to put up w/ his shits.

COME ON!

YOU HAVE A BRAIN!

YOU HAVE A MOUTH!

YOU’RE NOT CACAT!

well, if u’re not brainless, mouthless, or CACAT and you still cant think about what’s right and what’s wrong. THEN YOU’RE JUST PLAIN STUPID.

YOU’RE NAIVE.

that’s it.

conclusion has been made.

I really want you out of my life.

but the problem is, it’s not that easy.

i mean all i have to do is open my house door and i’ll see your fcuking house.

and i’ll just have to walk a few steps and im at your stupid house.

GOOD THING IM MOVING.

THEN I COULD GET OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE.

kek ki.

why is there such a person in my life.

>=(

I’m back. – stupid

I’m back from tumblr land.

I know i said i’ll whisked off and never come back.

But i just re-customized my blog and it’s fucking awesome .

So i’m back.

Life’s a bitch. yo.

I love that.

:x

PS my tumblr is freakishly nice and awesome.

I love AshleyAsTeddy

Off to tumblrland

i’ll be updating my tumblr more often starting today. Im off to tumblr land hahaha

short hair

People with short hair can be pretty too :D

WTF

What the fuck?

Allstar weekend

ALLSTAR WEEKEND!!!!

The reason i like this band is coz of the lead singer. He’s so HOT!!

i think his name is Zach or something.

Second one from the left. He’s sooo hot. *melts*

The middle one of course.

Plus, he’s so cool , man. he doesnt talk much.  Go watch his videos. So shuai and i think im gonna melt.

Updates :)

AWWW SO SWEET. MESSI!!!!
(a picture a post. yes, there will be a picture for every post)

I finally know his damn name :DDDD
GOOD NEWS FOR ME !!!! XDDDDD

I got my report card. Teacher said Im a good girl. LLL said im a NICE GIRL . YESSSSSS!!!

Currently watching Argentina vs Germany.

Argentina should fucking win.

Germany should just GTFO.

So damn nervous right now.

ARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINAARGENTINA

:D

JUST WIN, PLEASEEEEEEE

Kerja Kayu

SHADES!!
Yesterday was FRIDAY.
MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK. :D
Coz I dont need to take the shitty bus. xD
While Jingli still has to. MUAHAHAHAHA

Gave my sister RM10 as her lunch money. SIAO. RM10 WANNA EAT WHAT SAI! TT

KH....
Jingli sipek luan. Sandy also. Khersin sipek sexy. SEXAYYYY
KERJA KAYU...
well, i sucked. But i was attentive in class.... for a while... D:
So i measured quite okay but i sucked at sawing, so Jingli helped me lor.
Manazai all uai uai ehhh.
But her hands so kelian, SAYANG!!!
Sandy saw till very stim and qiliang.

Went to toilet . The other bengkel so quiet... -.-
Say hi also very hard.

Nothing to say w/ Jingli so diam diam. But after a few seconds. start talking. LOL.

Then SEJARAH.
LAST PERIOD THEN GO HOME SLEEP.
Jingli want me to fetch her but i dun wan. I wanna go home early and kun. >:D

Sister very high in car. -.-

headache so slept early.

Just woke up.
Gonna take our report cards later. :(
Aiya dont care anymore. coz i already know my result. LOL.
Not sad pun. Just beh syok someone better than me nia.
SO GONNA PIA PIA PIA PIA PIA starting from today.
Dunno whether will succeed or not. BYEEEEEE

PS gonna buy ROXY bag for IRIS. Normally the giam siap me wont agree but many people share money so OK!

Kiap

Pictures :)

 

 

 

Snuck a peek of my class picture and i so kiap with my dark skin.

 

D8

 

Gonna post a SUPER CUTE picture of muahhh tomorrow morning :DDDD

 

Perasan leh.

 

This is rare.

 

Brought fake glasses to school today :)

 

Art exhibition was nice .

 

TC is SCARYY.

 

I’m number 5 in class and 135 in the whole standard.

 

Speechless.

 

=D